Good riddance 2010.

   2010 definitely sucked. I can't even keep track of the bad things that happened & the amount of times we got royally screwed over this year anymore...I really, really fuckin hope that 2011 is WAYYY better than this past year has been...

   I've been in a bit of a funk as of late...I just feel like I'm not good enough at anything right now...I'm not a good enough friend, wife or employee...I try my hardest to be perfect at everything, but I feel like I'm falling short...No matter what I do at work it's not good enough...No matter how hard I try to keep up with friends, it seems like someone is always thinking I don't care enough...And I just feel like my attempts at being the "perfect wife" aren't going that great either...Apparently I nag sometimes & get cranky...Things I swore would never happen...I think a lot of it boils down to stress...Money is super freakin tight right now, and I'm starting to feel overwhelmed...I've applied for a few second jobs, and am really hoping to get one of them...Something just has to change...